Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks returned repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with intense discomfort around one eye that persists up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts propose unusual remedies for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a